Rain Rain Go Away

I haven't been doing much lately because of the crumby weather. Yesterday I went to pick up some new glass and then came home and wrapped up in my Snuggie for the night. I am so lazy when its cold and gray. I am looking forward to Mexico next month so I can warm myself by the pool. When I hibernate on the couch I always get sucked into horrible T.V and yesterday was no different. I have a thing for train wrecks apparently because I watched 3 hours of Sober House on VH1.( When Jersey Shore came out I fought as hard as I could.) Not only do I sit and watch this garbage I get so into it I DVR it. Tomorrow is supposedly going to be sunny so I will be at the torch and may have beads to show off on Sunday.

Finding Time

It must just be me, since everyone has the same amount of hours in a day. I can not get everything done that I need to. I wake up early so I can work out then I go to work, come home, make dinner, and then I go to bed. I have tried to to make a schedule for myself with exact times to do everything but I still don't get anything done. I need to clean the house, wash laundry, spend time with my kids and some how find time to be creative and sit down in front of the torch. I probably do not need to make complete dinners from scratch every night, but I feel guilty if I don't. I feel that it's my way of providing for my family. I feel guilty if I come straight home and start working on beads, because I'm not spending time with my kids. I think part of my problem also lies in my perfectionism.(Is that a word?) I want to be the perfect mother, perfect wife and perfect bead maker. I try so hard at everything I do I get run down and exhausted. I'm not sure what the answer is but I'm trying to work on it.