Thursday, August 07, 2008

Finding Time

It must just be me, since everyone has the same amount of hours in a day. I can not get everything done that I need to. I wake up early so I can work out then I go to work, come home, make dinner, and then I go to bed. I have tried to to make a schedule for myself with exact times to do everything but I still don't get anything done. I need to clean the house, wash laundry, spend time with my kids and some how find time to be creative and sit down in front of the torch. I probably do not need to make complete dinners from scratch every night, but I feel guilty if I don't. I feel that it's my way of providing for my family. I feel guilty if I come straight home and start working on beads, because I'm not spending time with my kids. I think part of my problem also lies in my perfectionism.(Is that a word?) I want to be the perfect mother, perfect wife and perfect bead maker. I try so hard at everything I do I get run down and exhausted. I'm not sure what the answer is but I'm trying to work on it.

1 comment:

Sequoia said...

I have this SAME problem. Years of pondering my inability to properly manage my time has not brought any revelations on the matter.

sorry, just randomly looking at blogs for references cause Im starting one. yours caught my attention.